"Perry I think we´re scaring our au pair"

Ha ha, right!
Had loads of fun after dinner today. Sue and Perry started to argue about politics and different views and.. as I was still sitting on my chair, drinking my last sips of wine, I just sat and watched and laughed. Why don't they do that more often? :D
Best part was that Perry told me, when Sue had gone to another room for a minute, that "oh at least we´re not beating each other" Sue came back, they continued debating and Sue hit him to the stomach :D
But all that was just teasing and playful. But like I said, extremely amusing!

And me. I´m. Phh. I actually don't know how I´m doing. I am no utterly desperate about my works but still feel that these things I´m gonna show them, they´re not good enough.
Today I thought that I should add a picture made in nature to my portfolio and went to Portsdown Hill to paint. And as all my works are quite awful at the beginning, I carried on and.. at the end it actually became quite alright. And then. I was doing the last detail-thingy and. Jeii, I ruined it! At least I got some sun and.. wind. And loads of attention from dozen of dogs:D And from their owners. One man came and explained that his dog needs to see that I am harmless(ee.. the man said that.. dog was anxious because I was sitting there and couldn't understand why, so she/he had to come closer to be sure I´m not scary or something) Later on the same man came with his little grandson and showed him "You see, that young lady is painting here, you didn't believe me!"
And couple other small talks to other dog owners.
So I spent 2 hours outside, came back, did some home chores and later on went to get Amy and Tom, made dinner and. From that on I already wrote :)
Now I´m sitting here. Literally on a pile of crap. And less crap. Just, I have all my artworks and papers and pictures and pencils and stuff on the ground and I am in the centre of that all. Hopefully I get all this mess organised soon. In 3-4 days would be great!

Oh, one good news I have is that I have a couch in Plymouth, so fortunately I don't have to worry about sleeping under the starry sky on Friday and Saturday(well on Saturday it would have also been possible to have.. 12 hour trip home.. by Sunday morning at 7-9 or so)(:D)
And I got my tickets with 30 pounds.. so 40 pounds less than I expected. But as I said to Maria, if I had been reaaalllly stupid and had bought them right before my trip, I could have had my dear 70 pound return tickets as well;)
So these few things made me see that.. things still turn out ok for me and made me a bit less worried about the interview. A bit. But the worrying bit is still enormous, to be fair.

Alrighty, going to get myself on working wave again. Or just working wave. With no again. As the again was 6 hours ago and..that should be enough to count is as a new cycle. Oh.
I´m talking nonsense. Or I´m just being me? Question of a day. Or a week? No week has another important question. As if me being absurd was a important question.
Ooh. I rather not carry that on:D
I´m making even myself dizzy with all that.

Yeah.
Tsau!